Hey guys im seeking some advices or help here. Well im from a tradition buddhist family and i took the 5 percepts back when i was young and to abide the principals of the percepts are mandatory for all devoters.
well early this year i got myself involved in some(definitely not sexual activities) but intimate kissing and some other ah-hem(which i wont wanna go into depth) with some girls.And now im stung with pang of remorse,and that i feel i've let down so many people.Seriously,i felt overwhelmed.My level of dignity and conscience inevitably plummeted,im felt disgrace.
Looking back then,how i wish dearly i can turn back the hands of time.Crap im ruined.Im petrified if i were to be going to hell(exaggerating but hell yah).aft the incident,i did really repent but i still feel so despondent.I really need some advices and help from amateur,to guide me..
Im 17 thou.thanks.