Dear MCs,
I believe every1 has it rights to defend for itself as i dunno i consider my this final conclusion to be my final but i think in theory it is. Hope every1 give it view on what i have to say.There are 5 parts together.
First: I have contribute so much for MC and also contribute so much trouble for MC. This first point i would say and alway thinking how come i do such a thing.First to RIP thing.
1) All because of me no1 has mood to play againist RIP- that i dun denied about.
2) I create trouble after tat.
The reason i done so it only 2 point that make me do such a stuipit thing is
a) At first they were ghost cheat first few rounds. That why i throught they are cheater and very angry. This was in my mind even after the match.
b) In rage of hot temper which tango say is totally true which i can;t denied too.
Secondly: IRc thing. i believe i would not be so yaya untill like that and say those sentence "WHich u are not fit to play with me or watever".
About i challenge 9mm thing it totally true and the suitation is like this and why i wnat to challenge him.
DO you all know what i was thinking before i set my mind to challenge 9mm. Was to lost. But i know lost to him i can gain alot of his skill which would help me to improve alot. I dunno what u all think and this is what i throught about it when i challenge him.
He told me he dun wants or he mean he dun like 1 v 1 challenge ,i not sure but anyway and i respect him. And i nv challenge him again or do anything.
I ask u all and why should i do that????
Thirdly: About SS thing. First i did told Topgun i will be helping SS that is only for my bro squad and SS would naturely be our invisible ally which is not offically one not like HELL is offically one.
And if MCs would to force me to choose a choice between MC and SS how do i make this choice.
One Is my bro one is my friends which i so happy to be together with it.
Of course deeply sadly i would choose to help my bro. i ask u all if u would to be me how would u all choose this painful choice.
Fourth: Snowfest: i dunno why i can;t ask for a explaintion why snowfest did that as it consider too directly to scold pple like that. AND most IMPORTANTLY i nv have the aurthouriy to boot pple out r and when say i boot him out of MC and "me boot out and snowfest come back".
Quite stunting when i read the forum. This fourth reason really lead to 5th point.
5) Rank seen to be making us look more not like friends clan cause i jsut as a friend or teammate to ask snowfest for a simple reason how come he do that is because i trying to help maintain MC repuatation.
THe reason i want to do this is because i wanted to redeem my wrong tat i had done.
Conclusion
What i have all done is for the sake of MC and i know i did gd and bad too MC and tat what i dunno i was doing. Forgiven is one thing i ask from u every1. I am feeling deeply very very sad that this thing happen after RIp thing is cool down.
From now if i have a chance to be back with MC as the way before i would be listening jsut order from captain. NOthing but order cause i learn so much leessons that i have created.
Pls every1 take a look and read about and most important give me yrs view and question feel free to ask.
I need know the suitation better and i am thinking that some1 out there are destory MC repuatation not just my name but my clan name as well.
I am very clear i would not be so yaya untill like that.