Crossdress (my beginnings)
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I'm also another crossdresser here.
I really hope to be able to put on a bridal gown one day complete with a makeover. Sigh.
Also feel shy to go shop.
I have one satin bridesmaid gown though...i went seamstress to make(just bluff say need it for project lor...but she suspect...keke)..also one satin skirt and blouse. I luv satin...very shiny and cooling.
Anywhere i can rent a bridal gown/evening gown for a day and go makeover? Or anyplace can have makeover?
BTW Weiwei....you say you shop online? Then how they deliver to your house your parents not around meh? I also wanna shop online but scared deliver to my house my parents around leh.
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If i buy small items like bracelets and rings, i will go check my mailbox everyday.
If i buy skirts or uniform, i will usually tell the person to meet up and then i will come up with an excuse like i am collecting for my sis. Otherwise, i make sure i am at home to collect the delivery.
My mother once caught me with a skirt in my bag. i just told her a friend forget to bring it home so i am safekeeping it for her. My mother is suspicious but she does not really care as long as i do well in my studies. -
u mean ur sis encourages u to do so??Originally posted by weiwei83:Well i hope girls can be more understanding and try to understand my plight that i love to crossdress and be a girl. It helps keep me slim and youthful. My sis offered to lend me her clothings sometimes so i also hope you girls can be like her as well and sell/give me your stuff as well. will really appreciate.
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dont be afraid ...... but be carefulOriginally posted by weiwei83:A lot of guys wants to be friends with me but i am sorry. i don't have the guts to reveal my identity to anyone: P -
Sadly no. I exaggerated. She only lend me her shirts and shorts(not her dresses and skirtsOriginally posted by claud:u mean ur sis encourages u to do so?? 
). But she knows i am quite girlish when she saw that i have hair band, bracelets, cosmetic, pinkish products . She said i am useless but i couldnt care less. -
I am now sticking to a no-meat diet. I hope this way i can make myself slimmer.
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u probably have a better chance losing weight with a balanced diet n exerciseOriginally posted by weiwei83:I am now sticking to a no-meat diet. I hope this way i can make myself slimmer.
lots of water also helps
hmmm swimming and a little brisk walking will also help -
Glad to find this threat still alive. weiwei, Heng, how are you?
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Hope this thread is still active. Just something to share.
Have you all feeling that there is a female trap in a male body? I do. To be very frank, I hate to be a guy and I always feels so sad. My body is going out of shape.... NS is the worse time in my life, I do keep long hair b4 amry but once in army, everything is gone... they treat you like a guy and expect u to do thing like a guy which i fail badly. Yes I crossdress until recently I put on so much weight which I dunno why and now I can't find any female clothing to suit me.
Crossdressing give me a sense of confidence, like right body, right mind.
BTW do you all know of any support group for crossdresser in singapore? I feel so lonely and noone share my piece of mind. -
i don't think your fantasizing abt crossdressing .. more like going to be a woman..
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hi im fine thank u.Originally posted by StayFocus:Glad to find this threat still alive. weiwei, Heng, how are you? -
ya true. had been label in camp liao. No one understand me.Originally posted by ^sylvia^:i don't think your fantasizing abt crossdressing .. more like going to be a woman.. 
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Well, you can start something right here!Originally posted by clarinet:Hope this thread is still active. Just something to share.
Have you all feeling that there is a female trap in a male body? I do. To be very frank, I hate to be a guy and I always feels so sad. My body is going out of shape.... NS is the worse time in my life, I do keep long hair b4 amry but once in army, everything is gone... they treat you like a guy and expect u to do thing like a guy which i fail badly. Yes I crossdress until recently I put on so much weight which I dunno why and now I can't find any female clothing to suit me.
Crossdressing give me a sense of confidence, like right body, right mind.
BTW do you all know of any support group for crossdresser in singapore? I feel so lonely and noone share my piece of mind.
Its always nice to have a support group! -
How? I feels that I'm very useless. Everthing is getting from back to worse....Originally posted by donjng:Well, you can start something right here!
Its always nice to have a support group! -
you mean, bad to worse?
Why do you feel that?
You still have a long way to go, man!
We will meet with obstacles all the time! But, it depends on how you overcome them... -
first, amry is killing me... turn stress into eating disorder, become fat. Always do the wrong thing in army. Now I've become a total failure, fat and useless.Originally posted by donjng:you mean, bad to worse?
Why do you feel that?
You still have a long way to go, man!
We will meet with obstacles all the time! But, it depends on how you overcome them... -
every guy that goes thru army, will tell you that they always get punished for the slightest thing! no worries about that! As long as you know where your mistakes are, just dun do it the next time!
Stress is good sometimes, at least, you know where your limits are! since you know that you binge when you are stress, and that you get fat after eating too much, make use of the training in army to lose weight! You know where your problems lie, that goes to show that you are not useless at all...
Everybody has problems that we can't solve...
If you can't solve, then, dun solve... let it be... -
relax
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Will be glad to help you guys if you guys need help... though i am not a crossdresser myself...
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ok, put it very simple. I gain weight, the more I look like guy outside, the female inside me is cry louder and sadder. Now I can't find the correct to comfort my inner soul liao...
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Go and lose weight! no point crying! no one can help you lose weight!
If losing weight is not your problem, wats your biggest problem?
Or, do you want to become a woman then?
In any case, do something about it!
dun sit around and do nothing! nothing will come out of it! -
I hate myself as been a guy.... why must I be born as a guy. it's big mismatch.
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That's very interesting , I won't judge you as some weirdo , although it is not the norm..Originally posted by weiwei83:Well i guess i started crossdressing when i was 4. I will tell my sis 'let's go wear mum's lingerine' and my sis will agree and we will wear them. We will start giggling to each other. We were never caught.
Once, my mum was out shopping for clothes for me. She was getting frustrated because she couldn't find one suitable for me. Finally she saw a yellow skorts (shorts inside and skirt on the outside). She told me to wear it. The shopkeeper told my mum it's for girls. To which she replied 'never mind. it's shorts inside. anyway, still young.' We eventually bought the skorts and when my father learnt about it, he forbid me from wearing outside. Thus i only wear the skorts at home
It makes me thrilled enough.
When i was 7, i got into the same school as my sis. I started to fantasize about wearing my sis's pinaform. I will get up late at night and wear my sis's pinaform. After which i change school. My sis also change school. as such, my pinaform also change.
As i grew up, the urge grow and i started to wear my sis's skirts/ dresses even during daytime when no one is at home/ or they are busy doing something. It was great.
Eventually, I got into seconday school. My sis was in a different school but it never stopped me. I continue to wear my sis's school uniform. I also bought my school female uniform by lying to the seller that its for my sis. I also wear the girl guides/netball uniform when my sis was a girl guides and netball player. It was a shiok feeling. I want more.
Later on, i went to a JC. one bad occasion, i even stole a set of female uniform. I feel thrilled. From there on, i was able to wear skirt beneath my school pants. It was a great school day for me every day. I also went to toilets and started changing to female uniform, enjoying myself before i change back to male uniform. I was very scared to get caught in school. Sometimes, i even wore the school blouse(no pockets) to school but i was never caught
I was caught finally by my mum wearing my sis skirt at home. Her immediate reaction was gosh you look quite nice on it. Maybe more nice than on my sis(I was thinner). After which she forget about the incident. I continue crossdressing. Sometimes now, i started to wear bra and panties when no one was around. It was choking but still great.
One day, i need to go to a beach but couldn't find a suitable shorts.
My sis offered to help and she lent me her pair of shorts which was obviously for a female. I was stunned. but I wore it outside. I was so happy inside.
Not forgetting the numerous occasions where my bro and sis said that i am very girlish. Outsiders also call me 'xiao jie' and laugh at me even when i did nothing. My friends also said that i am very girlish and made me wear skirts/dresses for dress competition during my secondary and JC years. It was thrilling to wear something i like in public. i always object to wearing but i always relent in the end.
Later, i was called up for army. I wish i could train up to be a real man. But it was never meant to be. My officers always said that i am very weak(worst in training) and very girlish. I feel inferior because i couldn't swim, couldn't do well in anything. An officer also told my parents that i am like a girl. don't dare to do this and cannot do it even if i try. To which my parents told me to drop out if the training is too hard and not to overexert yourself. Eventually, i passed and was posted to be a clerk.
These days, i bought lots of skirts/dresses/school uniforms thro online auction. It was great. But what really eluded me is an army no3 female uniform (preferably airforce's blouse and skirt). I will pay a high price of $50 if anyone wants to sell. 26inches skirts should fit me.
P/S: i only love to crossdress. I am straight like most of you. I only like girls and has no feelings for macho guys.
Anyone with crossdress experience care to share?
You not embarassed sharing it with everyone here? -
he actually has lotsa guts to tell everyone.Originally posted by boariggy:That's very interesting , I won't judge you as some weirdo , although it is not the norm..
You not embarassed sharing it with everyone here? -
perhaps you are a transexual .. very much different than a cross dresser ..Originally posted by clarinet:Hope this thread is still active. Just something to share.
Have you all feeling that there is a female trap in a male body? I do. To be very frank, I hate to be a guy and I always feels so sad. My body is going out of shape.... NS is the worse time in my life, I do keep long hair b4 amry but once in army, everything is gone... they treat you like a guy and expect u to do thing like a guy which i fail badly. Yes I crossdress until recently I put on so much weight which I dunno why and now I can't find any female clothing to suit me.
Crossdressing give me a sense of confidence, like right body, right mind.
BTW do you all know of any support group for crossdresser in singapore? I feel so lonely and noone share my piece of mind.
I am not too sure about local support groups, but I am sure you could check the Net and find them ..
best of luck to you