Tranquil Calm
Posted by: An Eternal Now
The Buddha teaches:
These four types of individuals are to be found existing in the world. Which four?
There is the case of the individual who has attained internal
tranquility of awareness, but not insight into phenomena through
heightened discernment. There is... the individual who has attained
insight into phenomena through heightened discernment, but not internal
tranquility of awareness. There is... the individual who has attained
neither internal tranquility of awareness nor insight into phenomena
through heightened discernment. And there is... the individual who has
attained both internal tranquility of awareness & insight into
phenomena through heightened discernment.
The individual who has attained internal tranquility of awareness,
but not insight into phenomena through heightened discernment, should
approach an individual who has attained insight into phenomena through
heightened discernment... and ask him: 'How should fabrications be
regarded? How should they be investigated? How should they be seen with
insight?' The other will answer in line with what he has seen &
experienced: 'Fabrications should be regarded in this way...
investigated in this way... seen in this way with insight.' Then
eventually he [the first] will become one who has attained both internal
tranquility of awareness & insight into phenomena through
heightened discernment.
As for the individual who has attained insight into phenomena through
heightened discernment, but not internal tranquility of awareness, he
should approach an individual who has attained internal tranquility of
awareness... and ask him, 'How should the mind be steadied? How should
it be made to settle down? How should it be unified? How should it be
concentrated?' The other will answer in line with what he has seen &
experienced: 'The mind should be steadied in this way... made to settle
down in this way... unified in this way... concentrated in this way.'
Then eventually he [the first] will become one who has attained both
internal tranquility of awareness & insight into phenomena through
heightened discernment.
As for the individual who has attained neither internal tranquility
of awareness nor insight into phenomena through heightened discernment,
he should approach an individual who has attained both internal
tranquility of awareness & insight into phenomena through heightened
discernment... and ask him, 'How should the mind be steadied? How
should it be made to settle down? How should it be unified? How should
it be concentrated? How should fabrications be regarded? How should they
be investigated? How should they be seen with insight?' The other will
answer in line with what he has seen & experienced: 'The mind should
be steadied in this way... made to settle down in this way... unified
in this way... concentrated in this way. Fabrications should be regarded
in this way... investigated in this way... seen in this way with
insight.' Then eventually he [the first] will become one who has
attained both internal tranquility of awareness & insight into
phenomena through heightened discernment.
As for the individual who has attained both internal tranquility of
awareness & insight into phenomena through heightened discernment,
his duty is to make an effort in establishing ('tuning') those very same
skillful qualities to a higher degree for the ending of the effluents*.
*Effluents: Mental
effluent, pollutant, or fermentation. Four qualities —
sensuality (sensual attachments/cravings and aversion), views (false
views pertaining to self and other related extreme views), craving for
becoming, and ignorance — that "flow out" of the mind
and create the flood of the round of death and rebirth.
Here's a related conversation between Thusness and I about five years ago:
Session Start: Saturday, August 26, 2006
(6:52 PM) Thusness: about the mahamudra, some say its the
4th turning.
(6:53 PM) Thusness: But it is the experience of total
Presence.
(6:53 PM) AEN: meaning?
(6:53 PM) AEN: u mean 4th turning = total presence
(6:53 PM) AEN: wats the diff between 3rd and 4th
(6:54 PM) Thusness: the teaching is to directly experience
the buddha nature.
(6:54 PM) Thusness: like zen to me.
(6:54 PM) AEN: oic.. but isnt it same as 3rd which also
about buddha nature
(6:55 PM) Thusness: yeah
(6:55 PM) Thusness: so i don't see a diff.
(6:55 PM) AEN: hahaha
(6:55 PM) AEN: oic
(6:55 PM) Thusness: wonder why some call it 4th
turning.
(6:55 PM) Thusness: to me, there is no real mark of distinction.
(6:56 PM) Thusness: but because it is a tibetan practices, i
do not really know is there any hidden teaching. From the books I have read, it is just the
direct experience of our Pristine Awareness.
(6:57 PM) Thusness: I do not advice ppl to go into
experiencing of Buddha's nature directly.
(6:57 PM) Thusness: one should always start from developing
the qualities of the mind...
(6:58 PM) AEN: icic... paramitas?
(6:58 PM) Thusness: to experience the deep calmness
resulting from settling our thoughts
(6:58 PM) Thusness: still our mind
(6:58 PM) Thusness: then wisdom
(6:58 PM) AEN: oic
(6:58 PM) AEN: is stilling our mind considered shamatha?
(6:59 PM) Thusness: not exactly but it can be by any
practices as long as it lead us to the experience of this calmness
(6:59 PM) Thusness: mindfulness of breath
(6:59 PM) Thusness: or mindfulness itself or chanting
(6:59 PM) Thusness: one must experience this calmness first.
(6:59 PM) Thusness: because it is the 'ground' that
strengthen other experience
(7:00 PM) Thusness: however some ppl are vested with the
conditions to experience the end-result first, then they have to return to
these practices to stabilize the experience.
(7:00 PM) Thusness: like experiencing our buddha nature
directly.
(7:01 PM) Thusness: then the entire life becomes the
unfolding and understand of this experience.
(7:01 PM) Thusness: like those experiencing "I
AMness".
(7:01 PM) Thusness: it is a mistaken identity
(7:02 PM) Thusness: due to our karmic propensities, they do
cannot discern the nature of that experience.
(7:02 PM) Thusness: however after many years of
contemplation, they are able to have deeper glimpse of it.
(7:03 PM) Thusness: and the next stage is the experience of
no-self to further refine their understanding.
(7:04 PM) Thusness: the mind then is experienced as a
crystal clear mirror, there is no-I.
Then emptiness must step in to know that there is no mirror in the
first place reflecting anything.
(7:04 PM) Thusness: the manifestation is the arising is the
buddha's nature.
(7:05 PM) Thusness: there is no mirror bright at all, the
arising is the buddha nature itself.
Samsara is Nirvana.
(7:05 PM) Thusness: even with this illumination, one is not
able to overcome the defilement, our karmic propensities.
(7:05 PM) Thusness: because they do not start from the
perfection of the calmness, there is no strength
(7:06 PM) Thusness: they are unable to 'control' their
thoughts (meaning settle their thoughts)
(7:07 PM) Thusness: when we reached a state of deep calmness
and we turn into it into mindfulness, then there is the experience of
blissfulness, clarity and vitality and wisdom
(7:07 PM) Thusness: stilling the body and mind only result
in a deep and stable calmness that gather strength.
(7:08 PM) Thusness: for the other quality to arise, it needs
the direct experience and intuitive wisdom
(7:09 PM) Thusness: that is why i told longchen to eliminate
the presence and start experience the deep calmness by letting go.
(7:09 PM) Thusness: the letting go is to settle the mind
till he is about to have mastery over the thought patterns
(7:10 PM) Thusness: this is very important for progress.
(7:10 PM) Thusness: direct perception is crucial, because
buddha nature cannot be understood conceptually
(7:11 PM) Thusness: but without the ground of deep calmness,
there is no strength. And one might
suffer because we do not know how to deal with these experience.
(7:38 PM) Thusness: "Generally, as in the Theravadin
Buddhist tradition and the Samkhya yogic schools, whenever you enter this state
of unmanifest absorption, it burns away certain linger afflictions and sources
of ignoance. Each time you fully enter this state, more of these afflictions
are burned away. and after a certain number and type of these entranes - often
four- you have burned away everything
there is to ob
(7:38 PM) Thusness: who said this?
(7:42 PM) AEN: ken wilber
(7:42 PM) AEN: a brief history of everyting
(7:42 PM) Thusness: not bad.
(7:43 PM) Thusness: about the emptiness he is toking about,
is the no-self. That is manifestation
itself.
(9:49 PM) Thusness: u got the book "a history of
everything' ?
(10:03 PM) AEN: borrowed from library
(11:01 PM) Thusness: yeah...i think it is okie to keep a
book of ken wilber. I like his
description of the no-self.
(11:01 PM) Thusness: just do not know the strength.
(11:07 PM) Thusness: when there is the experience of
everything as pristine awareness, there cannot be a 'self' or any sense of
'I'. To have strength of this
experience, the deep sense of calmness from complete stillness of the body as
well as the mind are the conditions. The
problems is if we did not go through the proper stage, we will based on or
unknowingly exercise our intellect to capture that experience.
(11:07 PM) Thusness: it is the quality of the mind that is
important, not the content of it. The
quality must come from just the sensing, nothing about intellect.
(11:11 PM) Thusness: after longchen has more experience of
the no-self nature of the pristine awareness, the next step is to gather
strength through experiencing that sense of calmness and tranquillity and
then fuse his anatta experience into this
tranquil calm.
(11:11 PM) Thusness: then experience the total dissolving of
the consciousness of Presence into deep sleep.
(11:11 PM) Thusness: Dare to face the great death and be
nothing.
(11:11 PM) AEN: wat great death
(11:13 PM) Thusness: merge completely into the place as if
we were never there b4....love and fuse completely into nothingness....don't
worry about anything...total wakefulness when waking and complete death in deep
sleep. This is true presence according
to conditions.
(11:13 PM) Thusness: the mental states of sleep must emerge
before we become no one there.
(11:14 PM) Thusness: until this is perfectly clear...means u
can go into deep sleep by controlling the thought pattern (slowing down our
thoughts)...we will enter into sleep.
(11:14 PM) Thusness: that is why i said when some one say
that they are so awareness that brings them beyond the night is not true
experience.
(11:15 PM) Thusness: because there is no control of thoughts
at all.
(11:15 PM) Thusness: this is due to the lack of practice or
overlook the practice of deep calmness.
(11:15 PM) Thusness: that provides the ground of controlling
thoughts pattern.
(11:16 PM) Thusness: this is very very important.
(11:16 PM) Thusness: in fact that is always the base of
practice.
(11:16 PM) Thusness: that is way the simplest way of keep
the mind is taught to all levels.
(11:16 PM) Thusness: chanting first even if one does not
have the capacity of understanding anything.
(11:16 PM) Thusness: any form of practice must start from
there....that is the best.
(11:17 PM) Thusness: then progress slowly.
(11:17 PM) AEN: any form of practise must start from
chanting?
(11:18 PM) Thusness: however if the capacity and conditions
are already there and so close to experience the more profound experience of
our pristine awareness, we have to lead one to the experience first then later
slowly lead him into the experience of the tranquil calmness to stabilize the
experience.
(11:19 PM) Thusness: no..any form of experience must lead
one to experience the tranquil calm, it comes from keeping the mind still. But stilling of mind comes easier from
stilling the body first.
(11:19 PM) AEN: oh icic
(11:20 PM) AEN: how does one still the body?
(11:20 PM) Thusness: but this state will not experience the
luminous clarity of our pristine awareness
(11:20 PM) Thusness: the posture is very important
(11:20 PM) Thusness: and the watch our breath is best to
me...
(11:21 PM) Thusness: mindfulness has the effect of
luminosity and calmness
(11:21 PM) Thusness: ingenious way towards enlightenment
(11:22 PM) Thusness: but to come to the understanding of
everything as awareness like the experience of ken wilber requires deep yuan.
(11:22 PM) Thusness: this is one thing that puzzles me.
(11:23 PM) AEN: oic..
(11:23 PM) AEN: why puzzle you?
(11:23 PM) AEN: what kind of deep yuan? yuan with wat
(11:23 PM) Thusness: because i also realised that even when
one is deep into the practice of mindfulness, one need not experience our
pristine awareness
(11:23 PM) AEN: oic
(11:24 PM) AEN: ya and some ppl who never cultivated
anything can become enlightened after hearing some sutra verse
(11:24 PM) Thusness: or see that our pristine awareness is
everything and there is really nothing else.
It is the only reality. There is
absolutely no one in between.
(11:24 PM) AEN: when chuang tzu said tao is everywhere, is
his understanding different?
(11:25 PM) Thusness: hm...a lil different.
(11:25 PM) Thusness: there is another experience when no-self
is experience...that is the vitality aspect
(11:26 PM) Thusness: that is the experience of life giver
presence everywhere
(11:26 PM) AEN: oic..
(11:26 PM) AEN: like casino king like that?
(11:26 PM) AEN: then chuang tzu is something like tat also?
(11:26 PM) Thusness: that connect us to everything
(11:27 PM) Thusness: when we experience anatta to a very
deep state, luminosity and vitality through emptiness nature is experience as
one.
(11:27 PM) AEN: oic
(11:28 PM) Thusness: zhuang zhi is not keen in expressing luminosity
aspect but rather how the tao is expressed in its profundity.
(11:29 PM) Thusness: i do not like to tok about "I
AM"
(11:29 PM) Thusness: but "I AM" is a very
important state.
(11:29 PM) Thusness: however i tok about no-self and
emptiness and our pristine awareness...
(11:29 PM) Thusness: most of the time the happening, nothing
about the source...
(11:30 PM) Thusness: and the spontaneous arising later as
the expression of luminosity and vitality
(11:30 PM) Thusness: but never the 'self' or 'i' or
anything.
(11:31 PM) Thusness: only for the explanation we spoke of
the Self' when comparing to the tathagatagarbatha sutra and vedanta teachings.
(11:31 PM) Thusness: similarly Tao Te Jing is also the
same....
(11:31 PM) Thusness: just the expression of Tao
(11:31 PM) Thusness: the Self-So
(11:31 PM) Thusness: the naturalness
(11:31 PM) Thusness: the non action
(11:31 PM) Thusness: the depth
(11:32 PM) Thusness: never the who or where or what
(11:32 PM) Thusness: this is how lao tzi express it...just
the way
(11:33 PM) Thusness: Lao-Tse never tok about self
realization
(11:33 PM) Thusness: only taoist in the later years
(11:34 PM) Thusness: when they got affected by buddhism
(11:34 PM) Thusness: seeing our nature to equate it with
tao.
(11:35 PM) Thusness: however for one that already attained,
one can speak from the Tao level penetrating heaven, human and earth
(11:35 PM) Thusness: there is no diff.
(11:37 PM) Thusness: meditative posture is really important.
(11:37 PM) Thusness: to still the body
(11:37 PM) Thusness: when we are young, we should keep this
posture
(11:38 PM) Thusness: and use it to help keep our thoughts
(11:38 PM) Thusness: ur must experience the entire body as
no more there, no more a hindrance and completely still just like the time u
lost the sense of ur hands.
(11:39 PM) Thusness: except that it is ur entire body this
time.
(11:39 PM) AEN: oic..
(11:39 PM) AEN: lost the sense of my hands?
(11:39 PM) Thusness: ur lower half of ur body ....something
like that...when u tell me..
(11:39 PM) Thusness: hehehe
(11:39 PM) AEN: oh
(11:39 PM) Thusness: forgotten
(11:39 PM) AEN: ya
(11:39 PM) AEN: not hand.. lower half of body
(11:39 PM) AEN: but only for a short while
(11:39 PM) AEN: then meditation time over
(11:39 PM) AEN: haha
(11:40 PM) Thusness: yeah i know...how can it for long lah
(11:40 PM) AEN: i tink if i continue
(11:40 PM) Thusness: u think u r me ah
(11:40 PM) AEN: the whole body will become like that
(11:40 PM) Thusness: lol
(11:40 PM) AEN: hahahaha
(11:40 PM) AEN: oh its over not bcos i couldnt sustain but
bcos the meditation session was over
(11:41 PM) Thusness: lol
(11:46 PM) Thusness: u must learn how to keep ur mind in
deep calmness even if luminosity din arise, the calmness is important...it is a
form of stillness
(11:47 PM) Thusness: our entire life is about this thought
pattern...
(11:47 PM) Thusness: watch it.
(11:47 PM) Thusness: until complete stillness then we can
experience the clarity of luminosity and no-self
(11:48 PM) Thusness: even if one having experience of our
nature, without the strength, it is useless
(11:48 PM) Thusness: a person that can keep his mind in
chanting is even better. At least that
helps him during death.
(11:49 PM) AEN: oic..
(11:51 PM) Thusness: she must gather strength in the
stilling the mind and experience the deep tranquil calm and later fuse the
experience of Presence into it.
(11:52 PM) Thusness: she will not be able to understand the
dreamless sleep state.
(11:52 PM) Thusness: she will suffer from the Deep Presence
because it is still using intellect to keep the Presence.
(11:53 PM) Thusness: the experience of Presence is true
experience but it can only be stabilized from the experience of stilling the
mind.
(11:53 PM) AEN: but she say usually she doesnt have tat kind
of thoughts and cld remain in thoughtless state for very long time leh.. and
seldom have tat kind of situation
(11:53 PM) Thusness: when ppl say stilling, it is not true
stilling...it is the suspension of thoughts and conceptualization during waking
state.
(11:54 PM) Thusness: when experiencing Presence.
(11:54 PM) Thusness: This is not the tranquil calm i m
toking about.
(11:54 PM) Thusness: it is a state where we have a sort of
mastery of thoughts
(11:55 PM) Thusness: remember this hah
(11:56 PM) AEN: o ok
(11:57 PM) Thusness: u know about delta wave right?
(11:57 PM) AEN: brain waves?
(11:57 PM) Thusness: yeah
(11:57 PM) AEN: ya
(11:57 PM) Thusness: the deep sleep phase
(11:57 PM) AEN:
http://buddhism.sgforums.com/?action=thread_display&thread_id=147756
(11:57 PM) AEN: lol
(11:57 PM) Thusness: that is directly related to thought
pattern.
(11:57 PM) AEN: eh the image no more
(11:57 PM) AEN: icic
(11:58 PM) Thusness: image no more is different...though
there is no images...eheheh
(11:58 PM) Thusness: imagelessness is related to the deep
Presence
(11:58 PM) AEN: no i mean the website
(11:58 PM) Thusness: it is the experience of pure awareness
(11:58 PM) AEN: picture gone
(11:58 PM) AEN: icic..
(11:58 PM) Thusness: ic
(11:59 PM) AEN: hmm so during sleep one must eliminate
presence?
(11:59 PM) Thusness: no...
(11:59 PM) Thusness: Presence cannot be eliminated
(11:59 PM) AEN: icic
(11:59 PM) AEN: ok
(12:00 AM) Thusness: it is just a way to tell someone to rid
the attachment
(12:00 AM) Thusness: when the mind is still clouded, the
alertness is gone
(12:00 AM) Thusness: but the wakefulness is not the sort of
wakefulness that we think
(12:01 AM) Thusness: sleep is the experience of absence
(12:01 AM) Thusness: nothingness as an object
(12:01 AM) Thusness: means awareness experiencing
"nothingness" as an object.
(12:02 AM) Thusness: when conditions of senses is too subtle
and the thought pattern come to a rest...
(12:02 AM) Thusness: what is the thought pattern, actually
it is a sense of 'tense'
(12:03 AM) AEN: oic..
(12:04 AM) Thusness: how many hours ur teacher chen meditate
a day?
(12:04 AM) Thusness: in one go
(12:04 AM) AEN: im not sure leh... i tink i remembered
wrongly, maybe not 6 hours... but i know alot
(12:05 AM) AEN: maybe is 6 hours.. i tink i heard tat from
my mom but dunnu whether got remember wrongly or she said wrongly
(12:05 AM) Thusness: wah...ic.
(12:05 AM) AEN: bcos he no longer working
(12:05 AM) Thusness: 6 hours a day or one sitting
(12:05 AM) Thusness: icic
(12:05 AM) AEN: now he lives in his dharma center
(12:05 AM) AEN: erm one sitting.. maybe not la
(12:05 AM) AEN: i mean everyday
(12:05 AM) AEN: maybe he split into few sessions
(12:06 AM) Thusness: ic
(12:06 AM) Thusness: otherwise that is quite long
(12:06 AM) AEN: icic
(12:07 AM) Thusness: when i meditate, i will do a yogic
posture to straighten my back first.
(12:07 AM) Thusness: quite a difficult posture...
(12:07 AM) Thusness: not suitable for u
(12:07 AM) AEN: huh how
(12:07 AM) AEN: oic
(12:08 AM) AEN: wat kind of yogic posture
(12:09 AM) Thusness: it is left hand pulling the big toe of
my right leg and right hand pulling the big toe of my left leg from behind my
back in full lotus posture
(12:09 AM) AEN: wahhh
(12:09 AM) AEN: first part ok second part dunnu how to do
(12:10 AM) AEN: lol
(12:10 AM) Thusness: then i raise my head and breath and
slowly release it and relax into mindfulness of breath first
(12:10 AM) Thusness: lol
(12:10 AM) AEN: oic..
(12:10 AM) AEN: where u learnt tat from
(12:10 AM) AEN: eh actually i can do
(12:10 AM) AEN: quite easy. if in full lotus posture
(12:10 AM) AEN: if not impossible haha
(12:11 AM) Thusness: huh...u can do it?
(12:11 AM) AEN: yea quite easy for me
(12:11 AM) Thusness: sit in full lotus posture first
(12:11 AM) Thusness: then cross both ur arms from behind
(12:11 AM) AEN: just now i tried in non-full lotus like
normal seating and feel like my hand breaking haha
(12:12 AM) AEN: icic
(12:12 AM) Thusness: from behind leh
(12:12 AM) AEN: yea i know lol
(12:12 AM) AEN: but i guess only works for full lotus
seaters like me... many ppl cant even do full lotus
(12:12 AM) Thusness: then left hand grab ur left leg big toe
(12:12 AM) AEN: actually no need.. half lotus can liao
(12:13 AM) AEN: oic
(12:13 AM) Thusness: then right hand grab ur right left big
toe
(12:13 AM) Thusness: u know what i mean or not
(12:13 AM) Thusness: because u sit in full lotus posture, ur
left leg is at ur right side
(12:14 AM) AEN: then right hand grab ur right left big toe
--> sorry u typed wrongly?
(12:14 AM) AEN: right hand grab what?
(12:14 AM) AEN: oh
(12:14 AM) AEN: okok
(12:14 AM) Thusness: right hand grab ur right leg big toe
from behind
(12:14 AM) AEN: yup
(12:15 AM) Thusness: then slot ur left hand from behind ur
back and grab ur left left big toe
(12:15 AM) AEN: ok.. doable
(12:15 AM) Thusness: then pull the two big toes and lift ur
head
(12:16 AM) Thusness: and breath deeply...inhale and exhale
10 times
(12:17 AM) AEN: ok
(12:17 AM) Thusness: then relax ur go into half lotus
posture and still ur back and meditate....relax and feel the breath and heart
beats
(12:17 AM) AEN: icic..
(12:17 AM) AEN: half lotus ? can full lotus? lol
(12:17 AM) Thusness: can
(12:17 AM) AEN: ok
(12:17 AM) AEN: u sit half or full lotus
(12:17 AM) Thusness: u meditate in full lotus posture?
(12:17 AM) AEN: ya
(12:17 AM) Thusness: i still in half lotus posture
(12:17 AM) AEN: icic
(12:18 AM) Thusness: straighten ur back when u
meditate. This is a good exercise.
(12:18 AM) AEN: icic
(12:18 AM) AEN: yup
(12:19 AM) Thusness: u get use to stilling on flat floor or
with a cushion?
(12:20 AM) AEN: something like cushion but higher and
slanted.. suited for meditation
(12:21 AM) AEN: and chanting
(12:21 AM) Thusness: how long did ur teacher tell u to sit?
(12:22 AM) AEN: last time she mention those who have 'chuan
fa' should have the habit to sit everyday at least 30 min
(12:22 AM) Thusness: what is chuan fa?
(12:22 AM) Thusness: to preach?
(12:22 AM) AEN: oh as in receive dharma transmission.. from
teacher chen
(12:22 AM) AEN: no no
(12:22 AM) AEN: hahahaha
(12:23 AM) Thusness: ??
(12:23 AM) Thusness: meaning ur teacher chen dharma
transmission require ppl to sit for half an hour of meditation?
(12:26 AM) Thusness: sitting meditation is important, it
will help u still ur mind and heighten
ur awareness
(12:29 AM) Thusness: u must learn to still ur body first,
the experience similar to the lower half of ur body must be extend to the whole
body.
(12:29 AM) AEN: oic
(12:29 AM) AEN: must i reach some sort of jhana experience
first for tat to happen?
(12:29 AM) Thusness: it is often easier the first
time...hehe....
(12:30 AM) AEN: how come
(12:30 AM) AEN: hahaha
(12:30 AM) Thusness: then when u are able to still ur body,
just motionless and when u sit, its is stable and still
(12:30 AM) Thusness: it then comes to the mind
(12:31 AM) Thusness: to watch the breath and settle ur
thoughts
(12:31 AM) Thusness: practice this until u can calm ur
thoughts
(12:32 AM) Thusness: through ur breath
(12:32 AM) Thusness: once u r able to still ur thoughts or
settle ur thoughts, then start to be aware....
(12:33 AM) Thusness: until u feel the full presence of ur
sensation, taste, touch..etc
(12:34 AM) Thusness: sense them....
(12:34 AM) Thusness: if possible contemplate on what
buddhagosha said
(12:35 AM) Thusness: only the thinking, no thinker
(12:35 AM) Thusness: the taste, no one tasting
(12:35 AM) Thusness: till directness arises
(12:35 AM) Thusness: keep practicing this if possible in the
morning...heehe or afternoon...not night.
(12:35 AM) AEN: why not night
(12:35 AM) AEN: cos tired?
(12:36 AM) Thusness: no good
(12:36 AM) Thusness: only in the morning or evening
(12:36 AM) AEN: y not night.. lol
(12:36 AM) Thusness: till u r able to control ur thought
pattern
(12:36 AM) AEN: oic
(12:37 AM) Thusness: at night just relax and do what u
do...lol...irc...msn...forum.
(12:37 AM) AEN: lol ok
(12:37 AM) Thusness: during waking state, practice
mindfulness
(12:38 AM) Thusness: when ur feet touches the floor...
(12:38 AM) Thusness: when ur hand touches anything...spend
time...just like what eckhart tolle said in the power of now and a new earth.
(12:38 AM) Thusness: when u swallow ur saliva.
(12:39 AM) Thusness: feel the sensation completely...
(12:39 AM) Thusness: then relax and don't practice that at
night..until morning....till one day u tell me u know what has thought pattern
got to do with calmness
(12:40 AM) Thusness: and how awareness is being
misidentified with self and what are the relationships
(12:40 AM) Thusness: what is bliss and clarity
(12:41 AM) Thusness: then when u experience no-self and our
pristine awareness and clearly know what is awareness, tell me why is it
everything...
(12:42 AM) Thusness: challenging and going beyond thought
can be a painful experience if not practiced correctly.
(12:43 AM) Thusness: because we have been using thoughts and
it will come
(12:43 AM) Thusness: so do not under estimate it
(12:44 AM) Thusness: exercise more....
(12:44 AM) Thusness: a healthy body for a healthy mind
(12:44 AM) Thusness: it will help ur practice
(12:45 AM) Thusness: when u r able to experience directly,
tell me about it
(12:45 AM) Thusness: when u r able to settle ur thoughts,
tell me also...
(12:46 AM) Thusness: then go to ur centre and engage in
activities to keep in touch with dharma.
(12:46 AM) AEN: icic..
(12:46 AM) AEN: ok
(12:48 AM) Thusness: yeah...in meditation, content of the
mind is not important, it is the quality of the mind
(12:48 AM) Thusness: peace, bliss, tranquillity, calmness
are not content
(12:49 AM) Thusness: even in deep relaxation, u do not want
to chat in ur mind, u simply let go
(12:49 AM) AEN: oic
(12:49 AM) AEN: ya
(12:50 AM) Thusness: the content and meaning isn't important
at all
(12:50 AM) Thusness: u don't have to understand anything
(12:50 AM) Thusness: nothing to understand at all.
(12:50 AM) Thusness: so don't worry
(12:50 AM) Thusness: just the sensation
(12:50 AM) Thusness: the raw sensation
(12:50 AM) AEN: oic
(12:51 AM) Thusness: but for start, u will contemplate
(12:51 AM) Thusness: what is no-self
(12:51 AM) Thusness: what is directness
(12:51 AM) Thusness: what are words
(12:51 AM) AEN: before meditation?
(12:51 AM) Thusness: during meditation, u will sure ask
one...
(12:52 AM) AEN: oh ok
(12:52 AM) AEN: icic
(12:52 AM) Thusness: it is okie...but start with the calming
the mind first
(12:52 AM) Thusness: before ur contemplate
(12:52 AM) Thusness: when u contemplate, u can also be
mindful
(12:52 AM) AEN: icic
(12:52 AM) Thusness: the two can go hand in hand
(12:52 AM) Thusness: it doesn't matter
(12:53 AM) Thusness: when u experience directness, concepts
and thoughts will be replaced with directness gradually
(12:53 AM) AEN: icic..
(12:53 AM) Thusness: but u must precede with mindfulness of
breath to settle the thoughts first
(12:53 AM) Thusness: to have mastery over thoughts
(12:54 AM) Thusness: or the ability to settle thoughts
through ur breath
(12:54 AM) AEN: icic..
(12:55 AM) Thusness: when is ur exams?
(12:55 AM) AEN: like over 2 weeks from now
(12:55 AM) Thusness: u better start studying...
(12:55 AM) Thusness: lol
(12:55 AM) AEN: yea i know haha
(12:56 AM) AEN: ok gtg.. gd nite
(12:56 AM) Thusness: nite