(Serious) Insecure feelings, Anger, Pain, Stress.

• Happybananami

  12 Jul 13, 21:07

  I have no idea why sometimes, I feel really lonely and upset.

  I feel as though, I am never meant for great things, although Christ said I am meant for amazing things. I am always doing badly in school, compared to my friends, who are doing very well.

  Sometimes I keep making mistakes, nearly every single test, I hate it, I totally hate it. Those mistakes cost me marks, and it hurts to lose marks. But those tests are over, I can't change shit. I feel so bad, so shit. I like to be the top, the very best. And it hurts when I lose out to my peers. It's shit feeling dudes.

  I totally let my parents down if my results are shit. If my results are shit, then I am shit because I can't do shit compared to peers.

  I feel ugly, lousy and I do get angry when I lose, fucking something wrong with me.

  Totally so stressed out in school, yet nobody ain't doing shit for me.

• DoctorateDriver

  12 Jul 13, 23:05

  

• Happybananami

  13 Jul 13, 11:00

  How?

• Honeybunz

  13 Jul 13, 11:14

  Maybe you want to tell us more about yourself before we know what the root of the problem is.  

   

  maybe start with talking about your family and how you feel about them.  Your school, and a brief summary of your experience in school since Pre-school or Pri School.  

• Happybananami

  13 Jul 13, 21:25

  Since young, I find it difficult to accept losing.

  Never like to lose to others, I feel sour after it. It applies to all games and studies.

  Very competitive in school, struggles to compete with peers.

• Honeybunz

  13 Jul 13, 23:56

  what about your family?  describe your family.  like father do what, what's he like as a father (eg. strict or not) etc etc.  got any siblings?  are they like you, dun like to lose? 

• Craptalkone

  3 Sep 13, 20:09

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• M the name

  16 Sep 13, 10:39

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